Nothing is more frustrating than the inability to cry.

THE STUPID SHE

I thought i will be very free and start mumbling that what a boring holiday! Who knows, i gone through a hectic week. So far, most of the essential things have been settle down! Opps, still have few things left! Arghhhhhhhhh.... Learn a lesson by not relying on people and don't aspect people will do their job well. In a team, teamwork and cooperation are the key to success. Unfortunately, most of us fail to do so. The only stupid one will do all the jobs and settle all the problems without any appreciations some more. Is this showing that she is capable? or is that she is good to be bully at? She has to used to it because there is no other solution anymore. She is not SUPERWOMAN though!

teamwork? formal meeting? formal discussion? cooperation? effort?
will this happen??? *she's wondering*

Every man is a volume if you know how to read him.

William Ellery Channing

miss my watch

I broke my watch. Gonna miss my watch for a month!

Dad:" why don't you buy a new one since the glass cost so much?'
Me:'' DONT WANT! because this is my present from er jie and John! its a gift and my 1st time having a branded watch!"
Dad:" then, what are you going to wear for this 1 month?"
Me:' neh, i will wear the one you bought for me at aunt's shop."

know what, too bad the watch no battery!! I am looking for a nice watch before i receive the call from the salesgirl!! i really not used to it because wearing watch become my habit already!! miss my watch so much!!!!

i am fat!!!

I AM FAT!!!!

Backed from Kubah National Park, i fall sick. I am very weak huh??!!! Virus is such a horrible spreader. Hopefully this illness can reduce my weight! haha. I have been called as berkembang by mean Daniel. I NEED TO SLIM DOWN!!!

*i dint eat anything till now. no appetite at all.

An arrow may fly through the air and leave no trace; but an ill thought leaves a trail like a serpent.
Charles Mackay

4D & BLESSINGS.

I felt Devastated, Disappointed, Despondent and Depressed for some days. I want to lead a life of passion and purpose. A life of significance to other by becoming the BEST possible in every facet of my life....

I'm bound to find happiness in being around you
I'm glad that you come to my life
I'm glad.
I'm GLAD.

I hope it's not too late...
Exposure isn't too bad (i am on the way learning)..
I cherish and grateful for what i have now..

As saying goes : "I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

tears drop on my pillow!

Crying under the raining day, no one can help and lend a hand!!! T.T

I am seriously in a deep down mood. Everything doesn't seem like going well. Result, schoolwork, relationships with friends and parents, clubs and Taiwan trip.

A called from her demolished my hope and it’s precisely a disappointed result. Our desires always disappoint us and don’t expect too much. No matter how i cry, complain and puking, the earth still moves around. No one will stop moving on because this is LIFE! I knew I shouldn’t put too much hope but it’s the prime reason why I join Leo club. I knew I shouldn’t think like that (as what Dixon said, the rewards are much more important). I still hope that I will receive a favorable reply as I really have no idea why I disqualified. It’s very silly and stupid that last year I was qualified go to Spain but parents not allow; this year, parents finally agreed but I was disqualified! @@ such a 'fortunate' huh???!!!! I really desire to go there! At least let me know why I disqualified. I am much more better than them!! They are still kid though!!! Anyway, I do respect lion’s decision. Here I am to thanks those who comfort me especially Darrel….and thank for helping me too!!!

THANKS EVERYONE!!!! AND SORRY THAT I DINT REALLY 'BEHAVE' WELL THIS FEW DAYS. I STILL NEED SOMETIMES TO SETTLE DOWN MYSELF. THE KINETIC ENERGY TOO STRONG! I CANT STAND IT!