Monday, November 9, 2009

miss my watch


I broke my watch. Gonna miss my watch for a month!

Dad:" why don't you buy a new one since the glass cost so much?'
Me:'' DONT WANT! because this is my present from er jie and John! its a gift and my 1st time having a branded watch!"
Dad:" then, what are you going to wear for this 1 month?"
Me:' neh, i will wear the one you bought for me at aunt's shop."

know what, too bad the watch no battery!! I am looking for a nice watch before i receive the call from the salesgirl!! i really not used to it because wearing watch become my habit already!! miss my watch so much!!!!

i am fat!!!

I AM FAT!!!!

Backed from Kubah National Park, i fall sick. I am very weak huh??!!! Virus is such a horrible spreader. Hopefully this illness can reduce my weight! haha. I have been called as berkembang by mean Daniel. I NEED TO SLIM DOWN!!!

*i dint eat anything till now. no appetite at all.


An arrow may fly through the air and leave no trace; but an ill thought leaves a trail like a serpent.
Charles Mackay

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

4D & BLESSINGS.


I felt Devastated, Disappointed, Despondent and Depressed for some days. I want to lead a life of passion and purpose. A life of significance to other by becoming the BEST possible in every facet of my life....

I'm bound to find happiness in being around you
I'm glad that you come to my life
I'm glad.
I'm GLAD.

I hope it's not too late...
Exposure isn't too bad (i am on the way learning)..
I cherish and grateful for what i have now..

As saying goes :
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

Friday, October 30, 2009

tears drop on my pillow!


Crying under the raining day, no one can help and lend a hand!!! T.T

I am seriously in a deep down mood. Everything doesn't seem like going well. Result, schoolwork, relationships with friends and parents, clubs and Taiwan trip.

A called from her demolished my hope and it’s precisely a disappointed result. Our desires always disappoint us and don’t expect too much. No matter how i cry, complain and puking, the earth still moves around. No one will stop moving on because this is LIFE! I knew I shouldn’t put too much hope but it’s the prime reason why I join Leo club. I knew I shouldn’t think like that (as what Dixon said, the rewards are much more important). I still hope that I will receive a favorable reply as I really have no idea why I disqualified. It’s very silly and stupid that last year I was qualified go to Spain but parents not allow; this year, parents finally agreed but I was disqualified! @@ such a 'fortunate' huh???!!!! I really desire to go there! At least let me know why I disqualified. I am much more better than them!! They are still kid though!!! Anyway, I do respect lion’s decision. Here I am to thanks those who comfort me especially Darrel….and thank for helping me too!!!


THANKS EVERYONE!!!! AND SORRY THAT I DINT REALLY 'BEHAVE' WELL THIS FEW DAYS. I STILL NEED SOMETIMES TO SETTLE DOWN MYSELF. THE KINETIC ENERGY TOO STRONG! I CANT STAND IT!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

27 Oct .

these few days, i cant sign in my msn. stupid msn!!! wth...its killing me la..>.<
maybe self-phototaking is the only left way to brighten my day. Today actually was in a terrible down mood. Bitch, i knew that you try to brighten my day and help me go through the difficulty. always.

Quite like this hair style though...^^


i knew i am too extreme. what to do???? i am bored la.. HELP! HELP!!!! HELP!!!!


Saturday, October 24, 2009

thanks for the sarcasms...^^


Dedicated to 3 guys - john, kelvin and duke,

Thanks for the advices, comments and sarcasms. To be honest, i was quite hurt and embarrass once you figure out my mistakes. Its took quite a long time to improve though! but at least, i make an effort and as what you said, i do improve lots! felt happy when hearing that. i still need you guys 'cruelness' in order to learn faster!!! i wish to master it very well! its a MUST & COMPULSORY!!!!!!!! i need some courage and confident too!! aza aza aza....Go, go go

I cant master all the 3 languages well. don't have good command in either speaking and writing. i am on the way to success even though i know its will be a difficult path and hope its not too late....>.<

guys, really thanks for the 'cruel' but in the nice manner. ^^

Grrrrr....


Apple magic mouse

Due to these two photos, i was being called as a hypocrite!!! wth, hypocrite!!! There is unnecessarily to explain and clarify since he had misunderstood. I rather prefer to keep quiet!!!! @@ Its really pissed me off!!!!